Hey All , How are you ?? hope , You are well by the grace of Almighty Allah . Alhamdulilah , I am well as well .
Just now , I have sat for completing my task . I was little bit busy today so that I could not give much times on Search English group . All of you know , In our 100 days challenges , my lovely mates are reading my posts . Actually I am also trying to walk along with you but I could not finish all posts . But I tried to read at least 1 hours per day .
Well , you have already noticed my today’s post title . Sorry to say , I am here to explore my the greatest loss in my life . Do you know , what I am feeling ? . I am thinking that Maybe I will not live much more . Because my all dreams what I was dreaming in my life are already fulfill .
Alhamdulilah, whatever I have gained, I am satisfied with them and sometimes I expected that will be true. But you know when we get some unexpected thing as a gift that is really amazing. Such kind of feeling, I am getting which I cannot write or explain by my words for my writing Journey.
I didn’t think that my this hidden dream will be come true and people will be my post. In my childhood, I was very talkative girl but later I become very introvert. Sometimes I feel very sad or angry but I couldn’t tell anyone easily. I was sitting with my diary and trying to write that makes me so fresh.
I am blessed to get such platform where I can share my thought, views and my imagination. I get inspiration from sir for continuing practice and Your contributions are also not forgettable. When you put your comment with a inspirational words that helps my to write everyday that no matter what I am busy. Though my motive is not to be a famous but practicing. But who doesn’t want to hear praise. And We are human being who can identify easily that who are really praising or not.
I have a peculiar characteristic (Maybe its common) that if you tell me to do something with love or respect, I will try to do definitely no matter what the work is hard. But If someone tell me to do so easy task with forcefully, I will not definitely do that. Because of your great wishes and Mostly the guidance of sir, this latent dream get a good shape. Alhamdulilah, I am praying to Almighty for you that may Allah reward you with the most blessing things.
I have spent maybe 7 months times in this group seriously and that is my the greatest loss. Yesterday I went to meet with sir and Sir wanted to know my dream that what do I want to be now. Alhamdulilah, I am thinking that I will waste more times in this group and want to be the best writer. Sir sent me a link for practicing but I did not complete yet.
In our Adda post, many of my mates comment about my writing that is also the reflection of my loss. I am really admire your all comments. Thank you very much to All. Fi-amanillah.
[ What did I write, I don’t know. But I understand that I am not able to express my feelings fully yet…. Just bear it as your reading practice please. ]