Hey My enthusiastic, active, lovely friends, How are you?
What are you doing now? I hope you are fine and doing well by the bless of Almighty. Allhamdulilah, I am also well.
Today is a weekend day. I hope, you are enjoying your time. Everytime I try to do something new in my weekend. Due to my laziness, I cannot do. Today I think, I slept a lot. Now, I am regretting it.
I have a bad habit too. When I will do something, I will not feel any guilty but later when I think about what I did? I regret my actions.
Ok let bygones be bygones. Do you know, why I am always writing about such irrelevant topics , I create my post longer which is also bothering me. What should I do? When I sit for writing, these things comes to my mind. ” Zannat, you should stop here and come to the main point ” My mind keeps telling me this.
Ok, ok,what was I saying? Oh! the title, which incident or situation is the most scary that when you rememberyou steel feel that same fear in your heart. I always talk from my point of view. As a happy person like me, have not many incidents like this but some of my friend asked me this question. So that I want to share one moment. It is not seriously scary but that is one scary thing happened to me.
In 2011, after my HSC exam, I was preparing for admission . I admitted Udvash coaching in Rajshahi branch . Usually DU and BUET admission exams are held same time like one day after another. So in my time, DU exam was before BUET exam. I told my family to come with me because that was the first time I came to Dhaka and I never stayed in Dhaka for long.
Unfortunately my elder sister had final exam and my father had a training. So I decided to go with coaching bus where many students and guardians are also coming. I was not afraid to go along with them. I did not know any person except my classmates from the coaching center .
On the day of our departure, we were informed that our bus will start at 1 pm. So I was so excited because of journey and my exam. I have a bad habit that before my exam, I do not take proper meal. I can remember, that day maybe around 11.30 pm, I just ate something and waited for bus.
At 3. pm, our bus started for Dhaka from Rajshahi. At the middle of road, I felt hungry and brought some cakes.
For the first time, I experienced the traffic jam of Dhaka city. I fell in sick and vomitted frequently. Around 12. pm, we reached our hotel. The girl who sat beside me was so kind. Though I had no energy, she handled everything. She took me at our hotel.
I did not take my dinner that night too. Because after getting fresh, I went to bed and fell asleep.
I woke up by hearing sound of my door that someone knocking by calling my name. I opened and saw, one of our coaching vai told me ” we are about to go exam center, why didn’t you go bus “. I told him to give some times to be ready.
At 7 pm, we started to go our exam center and within 30 min later , I reached my exam venue.
Eden Mohila College was my DU exam center. When I got down from our bus, I saw one girl also got down from our bus along with her father. So I was happy to see her and requested to uncle to bring me our hotel, because I didn’t know the route to return. Uncle agreed though he waited for her daughter. I talked with tje girl and her name was ” Asha “.
Suddenly, I felt that I didn’t take any food from yesterday noon and still then, I didn’t want to eat because of excitement of exam.
I waited from 7.30 am to 9 am in front of college. When we got permission to enter into the exam hall, I felt, I couldnot walk properly. Everything looking like a faded. I was feeling, I was about to fall in. I just called the girl ” Asha, I cannot see properly “.
I can remember , one of aunt helped me to uncover my mask and hizab and sprinkled water into my head. That time, I felt some refresh but when I entered into hall, I told Asha that I could not able to walk any more. I sat down a water lan who are student of Eden college, they maybe know about this lan if this one is still have . It was like a painful dream. I tried to wakeup but I couldn’t . I couldn’t see and hear anything properly . I just slapped my ears and flash my eyes by saying with crying ” What’s happened to me, Why I cannot hear and see? “. Still I feel frightened…….
At 9.30 am, Asha told me to go with her. By getting help from her, I reached at ground stage. But I couldn’t walk properly . My exam room number was 118. But Asha’s room number was second floor. So she told me to go with her but I told her that my room will be at ground floor . So she waited sometimes with me. But I thought, it was getting late for her, so I told her to go.
I didn’t know, How much I was standing by holding gate.
When I felt my energy to walk, I saw, it was 9.45 am. So I told a guard to search my room but he suggested me to go first floor. But I searched by myself and got my seat.
Wow, what a luck!!. I noticed there was no fan where my seat was. so I sat another seat below a fan. In my time, there was a candidate picture attached with seat plan. So I was trying to match that candidate where I sat. Finally The boy came, And searching his seat. after seeing me to sit his place, he was confused . But I told him about my condition and he let me sit before exam started.
In my exam hall, I gave exam by taking an interval from sleeping. I fell asleep sometimes and tried to fill up answer . The boy who sat my bench wanted to know my conditionbut for my rudeness, he lost his eagerness. How rude I am!! I told him ” just Do concentrate on your exam” while he asked me ” Are you feeling unwell? ”
After finishing exam, I felt more miserable when I saw everyone had guardian to take them but I did not have anyone . I was about to cry. I have a problem that is, if I feel sick physically, I will be mentally sick first. So I just sat inside the gate. One girl also wanted my phone to call her mother. I was just observing them. Maybe I was the last person who came out the hall and seeing the outside like an orphan.
Alhamdulilah, I saw That uncle, Asha’s father was standing for me. I was so happy to see him. Though Uncle became angry to see me coming lately . I just told uncle that I had to eat something first. After then we reached safely . And all times, Uncle and Asha helped me till returning at Rajshahi.
After this incident, my family didn’t permit me to go alone any exam. And my mother always tells me to take something more before my exam by mentioning this incident but this habit doesnot go yet.
From this experience, when I was my university campus, I always tried yo stay during admission time to help someone where there were no class or anything about academic related. I always tried to take my candidate to and from exam center. because I feel my times that how much, I feel happy and relax , If I know someone waits for me.
Alhamdulilah, I think, That was my lesson. When I pass, Eden college, that scenery comes up my mind.
So friends, Would you like to share you story with us.
Thank you.
May Allah bless abd protect you and your family always.
Allah hafez.