Do Practice Regularly
“Mom, I cannot do this, it is very hard for me to concentrated and write same what you want”, I was requesting to my mother. When I was a student of class six, my hand writing was not so good. But my elder sister’s hand writing was good. My mother is not a highly educated person but she has a patience to make us well educated.
Between my father and mother, my mother emphasizes on our education more than my father. I did not like to write. So my mother tried to pressure me to write more and more to do better in hand writing. The above scenery was that my mother ordered me to write more and more so that my hand writing will be like my sister writing. I tried to do. As an impatient kid, I lost my patience, so I requested to my mother by crying not to force me but I remembered very vividly that she did not show any mercy on me. So I got angry and threw my notebook. As a result, I got a slap from her.
I can also remember that my mother did not allow me to go play ground before finishing my writing. Can you imagine, how much a child can be sad if she saw her friends are playing in front of her house but she locked inside room? After finishing my writing, I got permission to play. I also tried to make fool to my mother that I completed my writing in my school while I got break. When my mother told me to write, I just pretended to be a good girl and sat for writing. I took some times to submit so that I could not get doubt. After then it’s became my regular habit and I enjoyed my writing. My mother did not order me later because I was willing to see my writing. Actually I learnt that whatever our parents do, that are the blessing for us but we do not understand it immediately.
After than I tried to write everything whatever I learn or read. In my whole secondary school times, I just brought my note book by writing every subject. As like I was eager for writing. My teachers were astonished to see my progress. How much longer a question of answer, I could write down it. I become used to write more than reading. And it’s become my habit. Now a days I need to write down while reading any topic. It like my hand it works automatically.
When I got interested in writing, I tried to present my thoughts and views by my writing. I also used to write diary. Frist I got a little diary from my uncle, I tried to write everything like what I felt sad or good. I had only one reader of my stories that is my sister. She loves me and my writings more. She told me that my imagination power is good and if I want to write, I can continue. Till my college life, I wrote 3 stories and one poem. Poem was published in our local magazine.
Now –a –days, I am continuing my writing. But I am not writing in paper or diary. You know now, we are living in the digital era. So I got an online platform Search English Group where I can write or express my feelings easily. I want to cherish my habit and I want to be a content write which is my childhood dream. Every day I try to write at least one post for continue my practice.
Today I uploaded a file in Search English group that contained more than 50,000 words . I am really happy to write anything in my childish words . Some members of my search English group always tell me that they can understand my writing . The true matter is that I cannot write in standard from or appropriate words. So I always select common words to compete my writing .
Once I thought , I can read anywhere with any situation . But now I am feeling that I can write anywhere with any situation .
That’s all about my writing journey. Inshallah , I will keep practicing . Because it gives me self pleasure too . When I feel sad or upset but I cannot express to anyone , I can write down it or I can narrate my feeling by my writing . Sometimes it also helps me to take decision . I can easily draw and represent my imaginary world by writing .
Thank you All .
May Allah Bless you .
Allah Hafez .