Hello I am Mitu …I live in the rural village of Chandpur district ..I am a housewife and also a student of class 10 of Open University. And also I have another identity , I am a student of Search English ….
I was in class 10 when I got married …That’s why I couldn’t complete my education …Both of my families wanted me to continue my studies but I didn’t want to. Because, that time I couldn’t understand the necessity of education….After four years when I saw students who were much weaker than me with a certificate but I didn’t ….Then I used to feel very bad that I had been left behind from others….Then I realized that I needed a certificate… That fact that I didn’t listen to my family before that’s why nobody agreed with me …It took me three long years to convince my family ….Then, later, they all agreed and with their blessings in the year 2017, I started my education again….But because of the huge gap, I was not at all comfortable in English….I never missed any class….Before, writing even one line was so difficult for me …For every word I had to constantly check the dictionary …..I used to feel very upset about it ….I just didn’t feel good about my English… Then I started to use Facebook. The mission was to do something in fashion design or to just chat with friends ….
After opening my Facebook whenever I used to see any English group I wanted to join it …But, when I joined the group of Search English I couldn’t understand anything properly and then I thought may be this group is not for learning ..All the members wrote whatever they want to in English… And also, that this is an international group ..That’s why I didn’t join the group …
….Then one day I saw Razib Ahmed sir post about Anu Apu and I also saw Apu’s wonderful work and improvement then I got so inspired by them ….Then I started to follow the rules of Search English group regularly …Slowly slowly I saw a growth in my self …Afterwards I gave up on fashion designing instead I started to put all my energy into learn English properly….Before I used to check the dictionary all the time for every single word and to check every single word meaning and spelling… But now not only I can speak English without hesitation but also I have been able upload 1000+ videos on this group successfully in English ….
Now,
I can write anything and say everything I want to …This is the biggest achievement of my life …When I was a student, I saw a dream, I will be a fashion designer or teacher. Do you know why I saw those dream?Actually I used to draw and also make new new design for the dress all the time. That’s why I thought I will be a fashion designer. And I thought I will be a teacher because there was some teacher who was so snuffier in our school. And they used to regime us too much. For that reason I thought I will be a teacher and I will do the same thing to our sir’s child or granddaughter. Then they will understand that how much painful is it.
May be,
After reading that you are thinking about me very bad that I was so naughty. But I wanna clear you one thing that I was teenage girl. So, that was age fact and funny or stupid matter also. So, don’t be angry please.
Any way,
After marriage, all my dreams have broken. I could not see any dream of myself. But I started to dream after coming to the group of Search English . But after reading 100 days, I became more confident in that dream. Because I have got a lot of beneficial thing through reading “100Days “.
which i found,
★My reading speed increased
-But there was no speed to read before, so I used to feel bore to read before .
★There are many inspirational posts of Razib sir.
– I have gotten the inspiration from them. ★There are many motivational posts.
-Which has been motivated myself .
★There are many learning topics from which we have learned.
★And I’ve got patience like reading everyday.
★And this will help me a lot in future .
And also I learned that,
There is no age of education,
Do not be shy to learn.
I will make mistakes, I will practice
Slowly be skilled
There is no success without hard work
So, if you want to succeed, you have to be industrious.
Try every day
Do not get too long to succeed.
So, now I can see any dream at myself. Because now I am confident at myself. Before, I never thought I will be able to fulfill my dreams and make it into reality. Because,
Until joining the group of search English, I could never read English well and read like fast reading like Bengal, it was far away to write or speak in my own language. I have never imagined that I can write anything in my own language. I could not see any English channels, BBC, movies and English songs and could not even read English magazines. Because I could not understand anything. So it was very saddening matter for me.
But which I couldn’t imagine before, Now I can do that. Now Alhamdulillah I can write a post with 1,000+ wards without reading any private, coaching and I can speak in English for 1 hour without thinking of correct or mistakes.
and the things I can’t do right now I am confident with myself that I will be able to do that in future …Now, I believe that if I work very hard I will be able to be an expert in the future INSHALLAH .. For everything, I am thankful to Razib Ahmed sir. Because without Search English group and without sir’s guideline I couldn’t improve myself…And please everybody pray for me so that I will be able to fulfill my dreams …Thank you everyone..