Hey my friends , How are you? how is going on your practice? Hope , you are well by the grace of Almighty Allah . Alhamdulillah I am fine too .
Well friends , you have already noticed my today’s post title . Yes , truly I do not like write about my activities . But I don’t have much times to read something and write about it .
Yes , Today I have passed a little bit change times than my as usual times .That’s reason why I addressed my elder sister as “ Bubu” . Suddenly she called me that she is coming to attend an official meeting at Dhaka . So I needed to change myself.
Yes , I am admire her thinking towards me . I really do not want to give her wrong conception about me . Though I live a messy life style which she thinks that I am little bit indifference to me .
Hahahahaha …..Just now she is asking me “ Soto bon , when will you sleep ??? “ . I am just replied her “ few minutes later …..” Alas !!! if she knows , last night I slept after 5 am .
She is very much tip top girl . So I spent much times on cleaning room and others things . And I surprised to see my room condition and my behaviors too.
She brought much curry from home and fruits . Sorry to say , I will not share these with you friends because I am not such much kind .
One thing , I realized that little children or siblings are always little in our parents or elders thought . Yesterday , she asked me that what types of winter accessories I need . I told her that I do not need and I will buy from here if it needs . But my mom and sister thinking is that I will not buy the right one .
From her arriving times , I am behaving such a calm and obedient girl . But she got much fault of my activities. She told me that how can I lead my life without something.
After observing my things , she forced me to go shopping after magrib prayer . Because tomorrow at 7 am she will go . She gifts me some cosmetic products , dresses and bags which do not need to buy as my thinking . Just now she realized that my bed cover and net became older . So she requested to my roommate who is my best friend to buy them .
I sat for reading to show who much I am busy with my studies . Why am I doing like ?? Because my mom will get report from her . From based her report , I will get reaction from my mother and she will be much more tensed about me.
I tried to complete 8 days challenge but I did not . Inshallah , I will finish it within very short times. Because Maybe I pretend to sleep early.
Yes , its true that I always want to be like what they are thinking about me . I am happy to nag her as like a little kid . I can express my unlimited wishes to her which something cannot be fulfill. They always think that I am an immature girl so I am also behaving this . Truly it is very hard to act which you are not actually especially when the observer knows you very well .
May Allah bless you and your family . Please keep my family in your prayers.
Allah hafez .