It’s better to keep busy than sitting silently. once I would like to read more. Its was like books are my oxygen. Though some people was thinking, it was my habits. But knowing something unknown things is a natural habits of human. Hey don’t think, I love my academic books too. it was always like a pressure for me. Just now I am returning from campus. One of my classmates told me that she do not like class. Because she needs to attend from another part of Dhaka. Really it is very much pathetic to bear such traffic jam which I am feeling now. so I am here to write without thinking anything. Few minutes ago, I was just sitting idly and getting bored. So I think, I should do sometimes to keep busy myself.
Why did I start my writing with the habits of reading, I don’t know. maybe that is an another flow of my mind’s thinking.
Yes, what I was saying. Once I waas thinking, I xan read books in any condition, any situation, any environment if I get interesting one. But My interest has changed. I think, I can write more than reading a book. Yes, same conditions are also apply in this matters. Now I am writing whatever come to my mind. But its lke that I am staying another world. There are many things happening around me. but who cares what someone are doing. Because everyone is busy with their own activities like me.
In my one of posts, I told about habits. Now I think, I feel more interest in writing. Yes, there is a term ” Interest “. Because of this words, Our life, our demands, our choice, our thinkings, our views…..are also different.
Between two people will have same interest its not like this. Sometimes maybe it will be common but sometimes it will be not. But its true too that sometimes we are unaware of our interest. Is ” Interest” a write word to describe my thinking key point. I don’t know because I am not getting more suitable words accept it. you have to understand that due my lack of vocabularies,it arises, I think.
Probably 30 minutes later, my just moves a short distance. Hahaha, my carzy minds wants to see where I am. but I do not like to see because I am pretty much sure that I will be disappointment. Oh no, I didn’t because O failed to control my eyes to see surrounding. Alhamdililah, our bis has passed thee most traffic jam road. I thinking, my journey will be smooth.
I am feeling little bit headache as well as sleeping. It seems to me that If I could sleep now. I just come off from my dreamy world by hearing bus contractor’s voice. I need to give fare.
Amita apu, how are you?? Just your name comes to my mind screen because of two reasons. Lastly I have seen your post where you attached three photos of your airplane Journey. You pulled two pictures which were represented the traffic condition between Dhaka and Chittagong city. So this traffic jam, reminds me that I could ride now… Another reason is, my next seat lady’s face is little bot similar to you. I am writing the above line so secretively. Because she can see my mobile screen , and I am feeling shy too.
Just now I have got a call from my father. My father is so much obedient. Just I informed him that I am returning home, He hanged off phone. I know, Now – a – days, Baba feels little bit guilty. Because he forced me to join. But while he knows that I cannot get much time to stay at home, he becomes upset. How innocent!!! . Its true that tomorrow or next day or someday, I must take this life. So what’s a big deal to get now. Though someday ago, he told me to resign. But I take it as a challenge. If others people can maintain everything, then Who I am. Its also a challenge with myself. Because I have passed my 25 years very smoothly without facing any difficulties. Alhamdulilah, Times will help me to suit such practice. Believe me, Seeing my crazy immature behaviors, my roommates and colleagues told me to behave as like an officer.
Yes, I have a question to them. should I dramatically change my behave with the change of my status. What we are that will be present in situation based. While I will be at office, I should behave like an officer but while I am with me friend, I should behave like before… That’s my concept. Maybe my concept is wrong. If it is not, then why my mom used to tell me to behave like an university girl but not to like school girl. My teacher also told that what you are that will reflect by your attitude or works. Actually still now I like to do whatever my crazy mind wants to do. That’s why, it seems to ood to someone. Whatever I like to be how I am.
Friends, don’t be bored to see my pointless post. Because this is an outcome of staying outside from 8.30 am to 8.10 pm.
I am almost reached my destination. Feeling little bit fresh. So I am going to back my real world… I have intention to go home on foots than having rickshaw.
Stay blessed… Assalamualaikum