Hey friends , How are you? hope , You are well by the grace of Almighty Allah . Alhamdulilah , I am well .
Well, I am trying to complete my task with a topic . I think , you are not surprised to see my post’s title . There is a reason for selecting this topic .
Maybe some of you had read one of my post which I posted recently titled “ Amazing Evening.” I wrote about three siblings who are living my next door . I am really astonished to hear from my roommate that one of girls was trying to commit suicide today evening jumping from roof . I went to roof and thought about that what a courageous step it was !.
Being a selfish girl who only concern her matters , I could not think about it even in my dream . So I tried to search about suicide rate .
Suicide rate is increasing day by day . there are also many matters which lead to force someone to commit suicide such as relationship problems or loss, substance misuse, physical health problems; and job, money, legal or housing stress etc.
Sri Lanka is placing top most country of suicide rate conducting country in the current report of 2018 where Bangladesh is 137th position with 5.5 suicides per 100k .
My mind is little bit disturbed after hearing that girl news . What was she going to do . Is suicide the ultimate solution? . I couldn’t write now ….
In 2009 , My family lost one who our beloved cousin . I was very much attached with him . Because I don’t have elder brother but two younger . I always addressed him as “ ভাই “ . He called me “ Madam “. After getting marriage of his own sister , I was his favorite younger sister . He always waited for me to feed after coming from school while I went their home .
When I was a first year student , I got a call when I was in my college . My father told me that my mom and aunt were waiting in front of my college gate . I was so surprised to see them . They told me to return home with them that something happened in our home .
I can …..just remember that one van was moving in front of our van where two lags are hanging lifelessly. While I saw , My elder aunt was siting besides who seemed a lifeless woman …….
Who did you give that right to play with our love and emotions .!!! like a coward , you just passed silently . What was the ultimate reason , that’s not clear yet . Was it too hard or complex to solve ?
That was your life , you took your decision but do think , we do not lost something except you which is unrecoverable. Your grand mom who loves you the most , go a heart problem from that day still now she is suffering from . Your family also forgets to laugh often especially your mom .
At almost 8 years ,we become used to live without you . Sometimes we remember you while something favorite comes into our mind .
Just one wish , May Allah forgive you for your deed.
Allah hafez .