I am feeling sleepy just sitting in a bus. I cannot think that it can be like this now. What is the main problem or is there any incident happened, I don’t have any idea. I am feeling seriously disgusting. Just 46 minutes, my bus is stacked at the same times where it takes only 3 minutes to cross.
I know friend, You may tell me to engage with something which I sometimes mentioned in my posts. Yes, I tried to do.
From yesterday, you may have noticed that Razib sir started a new plan to finish our reading section. We should just need to give 2 hours from our 24 hours busy day. I think, Its perfect plan which only can possible to think by a great experienced person.
For me this plan is very suitable because every day, at least I need 2 hours to spend at bus. so I decided to spend this times for ny reading practice. You may also read more if you want. If you want to read only 2 hours, you also can do. Within 2 hours, if the Syllabus is not complete, then you can move another stage. I think, here time is main factor. By giving everyday 2 hours on reading, it will help you to build your reading habit.
According to my plan, I try to read and almost I have complete my today’s task. But it is very much boring to sit
just one place. Because of this irritating feeling, I cannot get fun on reading.
Then I try to make a video to overcome this situation. After talking 2 minutes, I thought its was enough but feeling upset by thinking that I cannot hold my speeches 5 minutes at least. Lastly I have finished its with 8 minutes duration.
After then I just tried to focus on surrounding from window. Ooh, I noticed a leguna named as ” Shohag “. I diverted my thinking with ny imagination world, Where my elder younger brother name is shohag who is very much emotional boy. Though he is a honors 1 year student, you cannot realize it by his behaviors. Truly I am a bad sister who doesn’t take care of her brothers often. Now What is he doing, I am thinking??
ooh!! my bus driver put water on my thinking. Because I am getting bad smell of his smoking. This is twice times, He is smoking. First time, I got down from bus to escape but now I am thinking that I am also smoking with him.
I open window as much as I can, try to take some fresh air because I have suffocation people with cigarettes smoke. I tell him to get out his hand from bus.
Maybe you know that cigarette is injurious to health. It is poison. If you take poison that means you are only affecting of its effect. But when you will smoke, then your surrounding people will be same affected like you. I think, for thinking our close people welfare, its should be given up.
Why I am writing this post with ny thought. Because I have a bad habit that when I become angry, I need to shout or express my feelings. otherwise it will kill my thought and makes my conditions worse.
Alhandulilah, I am feeling good now. I am feeling bless that I can write my thought in English like whatever or which way I cab imagine.
Sorry for bothering you again more times.
Because today I will not writing another post. I will consider this post as my today’s task.
Be well, by the grace of Almighty Allah…