Hey friends, What’s up?? Hope you are doing well by the mercy of Almighty Allah. Alhamdulilah, I am also fine.
Have you noticed my today’s post title carefully? Yes, being a cruel person, getting emotional is really a foolish thing. Actually any change of my world I am really afraid of it.
Today I passed a busy time because of changing our home. At Dhaka city, I am living with my friends and senior. Recently,there is a change happening, so we need to shift. Currently, I am living in our new place.
Actually I am very much fascinated with my old home. That was like my palace where I am a queen. It was very suitable for me for various reason. When I heard that we have to move, I wasvery upset. Actually I did not want to change which I really like. Maybe I inherited this habit from my father. In our home, every changes come from my mother’s wishes but My father doesn’t dare to think.
In 2017, first time I had come to Dhaka for fulfilling one of my wishes. Do you know, maybe I am only one student who left his university and come directly Dhaka with all bag and baggage rather than going home. That time, I was very much infatuated with my dreams that I didn’t feel, I was leaving my campus for good. My all well wishers came to see me off and they were crying but I didn’t feel it. I told them that I will visit you oftenly but 15 days later, I realized that I left my second home without saying bye.
From that time till yesterday, my old home was a witness of the ups and downs of my life. How much I like it, I cannot express it. From one week, my all housematess were taking preparation for leaving but I didnot pack anything but last night. You know, how much painful thing is house shifting in Dhaka city.
Last night, I went bed around 2.30 am but I couldn’t sleep. It was like my bed was so comfortable than before and thinking that I am going to miss it. Basically I like to stay at home. If there is no emergency, I don’t like to go outside. Most probably, there is a record that I didn’t go out side 10 days in a row. Everyone was astonished to hear it. It was as like I created my own world with surrounding. I just slept from 5.00 am to 5.30 am… Just 30 minutes. My friends called me to get ready. Because our two roommates had to go office..
Do you know, What I was praying last 15days?? I was wishing that if I get a job, I will leave Dhaka immediately without shifting this house. Even today I told my senior ” Apu, Can we talk with home owner for extended our time? ” She replied ” Are you mad, everything has completed to leave, be hurry ”
May be this is my mental perblem that I cannot accept it easily. Yes that is!! . Because there is a little possibility for me to chose something first and which thing, I cannot accept and I try to go away from that. Hope, I will adjust with new home environment. And I want to finish my Dhaka journey from this house.
Ahem, Ahem, Now you got my point for giving such title of my post. I think, it is very unnecessary immature talks. But I am using it for my writing practice to see that how can I present my thought by my writings.
Thanks a lot.
May Allah bless us.
Allah Hafez