I am দিপালি রাবেয়া। I live in Dhaka from my childhood. My home district is chandpur but my in law’s home is comilla. My father was a govt service holder. Now he is reretired person. He is an honest person and also a very simple person. I always follow my father’s activities because of his innocent behavior. I am the elder sister of my parents. I have one sister and also one brother.
I have completed my SSC with 4.88 cgpa from Model High School, Khillgaon, Dhaka and HSC with 4.80 cgpa from Motijheel Ideal School and college. I have completed my BBA program with 3.80 cgpa in 2014 and MBA program with 3.90 with finance subject from Bangladesh Islami University in 2015. I want to be a govt banker.
When I was a student of BBA 3rd year that time, in 2012 I got married. My husband is a govt banker. My husband was selected as non cadre in BCS exam for two times but unfortunately he was failed for his bad fortune. So that’s why my husband always encourged me to take preparation for BCS exam. I have participated in BCS exam for three times but didn’t pass in any BCS preliminary exam. Actually I didn’t like to be a bcs cadre.
In 2013, my first daughter came in my arm. After marriage It was very struggled life for me. That time I was a student of BBA running student. But alhamdulliah that I have completed my BBA program without dropping any semester and any exam. There are different type of wishes was in my mind but only lacking of good english it was going hell. Once I have a wish to admit in Dhaka university
but it was not possible by me. Again after completing BBA I have a wish to admit IBA. But
it was quit impossible for me to take caring of my child.
Life is one kind of puzzle, may be all group mates mind that I am very ambitious person but it was wrong. Actually I love to study but life always didn’t favour with me. In my life was lacking of good guidline, I have faced many problem still now I am facing different types of problem. My father is very simple and soft mind person that’s why my family suffered many problem. A good news is that my only one little brother has got job in JICA as a software engineer few months ago now he is staying in JAPAN. My younger sister is MBBS running student. Its a great achievement for my parents that may be they have no more money but they have three children.
My parents also encourged me to do something in my life specially my father. But I have different types of problem in my personal life that I can’t take proper preparation for fulfiled my dream. But last 2 years I have seen many ups and down in my life that I can’t tolerate this memory to remind in my mind. After that I have determined that I have to do something for myself.
In my personal life I have two daughters, elder one age is about 6 years and second one is 1 year 4 months.
Before joining this group, I was weak in english but now I can speak and also can write as my wishes. When my life was going a difficult moment that time I have joined this group may be 3 or 2 months ago. That time i was very frustrated and mentally sick. Now english is my one strengths for success in my life. I have backed my all confident, I have forget my all fear to overcome my all difficulties. I don’t want to deafeat in my life again may be I have no more time to practise as like a regular active member. May be my friend and relatives also doing good job at present time. But I always believe that they have got their success within their first few years, for reaching my goal I have to do more struggle than them.
My one cousin he is like my age and he passed his SSC and HSC exam with very good result. He was very talented student. He was a proud of my whole family not only our forfeited family but also our village home district because he had got class 5 & 8 scholership, golden A+ in ssc & hsc exam. He was a student of BUET in software engneer. But unfortunately he had commited suicide in 2015.
May be all friends are thinking why I have shared this incident actully for his good result, my many nearest and dearest family member insulted me even his parents insulted my parents several times. But it is a matter of regret that my cousin is none in this world. His parent haughty ruined his life badly. I have no intension to curse him I always pray for his departure soul.
Few months ago my one nearest and dearest law’s relatives insulted me in front of many relatives. That day I was shocked that to see their activities. But alas! they never will be changed. I think I have to change myself that’s why I am preparing myself for uocoming competive exam. Everybody please pray for me.
I can’t express myself in a single word and single sentence that how much this group help me that now I can easily express myself as my wishes. i have uploaded more than 400 video for improving my english skill.
No more today. Please pray for me. Lots of dua for this group’s founder Razib Ahmad sir. This group and sir’s every guidline changed my life totally.
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